the end of the day?

I just got back from watching ‘2012‘ at the cinema.

Two words : not impressed.

Actually I have no such high expectation for this movie, I went because some colleagues wanted to see it, and my plan to spend Friday night has been canceled.

The special effects were great, but storyline is…just ordinary. I didn’t feel attached to the story, and it’s forgettable.
I remembered how I kept thinking about “End of Days” days after I watched it, even I was little bit more impressed with “Knowing”

I’m not such a great movie’s critic, so I’ll stop talking about the movie before someone writes flame comment here..

Anyway.

One of my friends said that she didn’t think that the doomsday will come on 2012.
I say, well we never know. And I don’t want to know.

One thing that I ‘learned’ from the movie is we should live our lives to the fullest. I don’t want to regret things, so I think I should learn the ‘go for it’ attitude and not hold back like what was I keep doing now.
Family is the most important thing I have in the world, and lately I feel that I keep making distance with them, I live on my own world, and being more and more anti social. I feel bad about it, and I promised to self that from now on, I should call my parents more often, tell them how I actually miss them ( even though I still don’t want to come back living in my hometown ), and how much I love them.

So, apparently I didn’t waste my money watching it, because at least I got moral of the story!

traces

Apparently the old posts that I thought I’ve deleted are still findable.

I thought they were gone. But the internet somehow still keeps them, I don’t know until when.

Well, I don’t have any secrets to hide, or embarrassing parts from those posts, so I can care less.

But this makes me thinking….no matter how bad you want to forget your past, it’s still there. You can’t never delete it. It will always become part of your life.

Fortunately, I run pretty boring/average/ordinary life until now.

I think I’ve learned

you know colleagues can’t be always fun, always helping, always cheering you.

but what i hate the most is the rude behavior.

I’m not perfect, I’m definitely not the happy, nice person on earth, I often throw fits to my colleagues, but I try my hardest that I never ever say something rude like FUCK OFF.

So I learned today, that well, someone that I thought would never ever say something like that, can be..lets say the worst, rude.

I did piss off with this. I tried to calm down, but remember, I definitely not the nicest person in this department.
I think I should turn my music player’s volume higher, sing along, and shake my head harder.

I thought I’ve increased my patience’s level. But for something unimportant like this, why I feel mad?

Winter Style with Aldoshoes

I’ve been inactive on Polyvore for quite some time, but my love for it hasn’t faded yet.
This is my newest set, created for join the contest : Show us your Holiday Style with ALDO

Holiday Style with Aldoshoes~ by djeedjes featuring Rebecca Taylor dresses

Items in this set:
Karl Donoghue jacket, $1,150
Rebecca Taylor dress, $350
Aldoshoes.com shoes, $90
Aldoshoes.com clutch, $35
Marni necklace, 660 GBP

So, what do you think?

( I love the dress, especially the color. And I always wish I stay in 4 seasons’ country so I can wear jacket/coat like that – because it’s weird to wear it in hot sunny Jakarta. )