traces

Apparently the old posts that I thought I’ve deleted are still findable.

I thought they were gone. But the internet somehow still keeps them, I don’t know until when.

Well, I don’t have any secrets to hide, or embarrassing parts from those posts, so I can care less.

But this makes me thinking….no matter how bad you want to forget your past, it’s still there. You can’t never delete it. It will always become part of your life.

Fortunately, I run pretty boring/average/ordinary life until now.

I think I’ve learned

you know colleagues can’t be always fun, always helping, always cheering you.

but what i hate the most is the rude behavior.

I’m not perfect, I’m definitely not the happy, nice person on earth, I often throw fits to my colleagues, but I try my hardest that I never ever say something rude like FUCK OFF.

So I learned today, that well, someone that I thought would never ever say something like that, can be..lets say the worst, rude.

I did piss off with this. I tried to calm down, but remember, I definitely not the nicest person in this department.
I think I should turn my music player’s volume higher, sing along, and shake my head harder.

I thought I’ve increased my patience’s level. But for something unimportant like this, why I feel mad?

Winter Style with Aldoshoes

I’ve been inactive on Polyvore for quite some time, but my love for it hasn’t faded yet.
This is my newest set, created for join the contest : Show us your Holiday Style with ALDO

Holiday Style with Aldoshoes~ by djeedjes featuring Rebecca Taylor dresses

Items in this set:
Karl Donoghue jacket, $1,150
Rebecca Taylor dress, $350
Aldoshoes.com shoes, $90
Aldoshoes.com clutch, $35
Marni necklace, 660 GBP

So, what do you think?

( I love the dress, especially the color. And I always wish I stay in 4 seasons’ country so I can wear jacket/coat like that – because it’s weird to wear it in hot sunny Jakarta. )

in case you’re wondering….

why this blog is suddenly clean ( hell even my desk had never been THIS clean ), well yes, I deleted all the old posts.
I don’t think that there are more than 5 persons would care and noticed it, anyway.

I’ve been contemplating to delete the blog entirely, and gave myself a deadline, that if that would ever happened, it must be done by the end of October. Well, finally I decided to only delete all the previous posts, because I don’t want to give up the blog’s name.
My previous posts are useless, i think, and I’m tired with those irrelevant stupid ignorant comments in the particular post. ( I think those comments also have a bit responsibility for fading my love to Wu Zun.. )

I want to start anew! I still don’t know what will I write in this so called new djeedjes.wordpress.com, but one thing for sure, I won’t post any drama reviews anymore. I realized that I’m suck in doing that.

Maybe I will just write craps, incoherent sentences, but even if no one will read this blog anymore, I don’t care.